ShadowReality

I think it’s time I quit. I think now I am smoking more out of habbit than for pleasure, becuase that is how it starts, that is how it starts for all drugs, at the beggining the positive feeling you get from it out weigh the downs and the risks involved, and then slowly but surely the risks and negitives outweigh the positives.
Apparently i’ve been told I start saying i’ll quit every time I run out of tobacco, well that may be true, but i never have actually attempted to quit just knew that I should at some point, like all smokers know they should quit, however this time i’m going to follow my words with some action.

What actually annoys me is that it’s coming up to new years which is “that time of year” when everyone tries to give up something, so fuck it, im not giving up until after then, so i can see everyone around me try and give up something, then i can laugh in thier face when I succeed later. I guess I should make a date mark it on my calendar.. so I’m gonna say end of January, hell that may seem like a way off to many of you, but I plan to go cold turkey so I am giving myself some “weening time” by smoking a little less up to then, hopefully that way it will be easy , because i’ll be fucked if im spending more money on nicorette patches or crap like that, though I have heard hypnosis is the new thing to do and that it works very well.